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| Life is so confusing. Sometimes, I wish I can just read people's mind and their feelings, just to simplify things a bit.  just a lil bummed out. | | |
| WOW. hello xanga. man i haven't updated this or gone to this site for more than one year! :/ haha now that i look back at it, i can see how so much has changed in a year. sigh. contact me by myspace/facebook!!
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| Psychology is interesting...
you focus on your emotional reactions to the event rather than on what actually happened.
Emotional
reactions to an imagined event can resemble those that would have
occured in response to a real event, and so they can mislead us. This
means that your feelings about an event, no matter how strongly you
hold them, are no guarentee that the event really happened. Consider
again our Sam story, which happens to be true. A woman know believed
for years that she had been present in the room as an 11-year-old child
when her uncle destroyed the wall. Because the story was so vivid and
upsetting to her, she felt angry at him for what she thought was his
mean and violent behavior, and she assumed that she must have been
angry at the time as well. Then, as an adult, she learned that she was
not at te party at all but had merely heard about it repeatedly over
the years; and that Sam had not pounded the wall in anger, but as a
joke -- to inform the assembled guests that he and his wife were about
to remodel their home. Nevertheless, our friend's family has had a hard
time convincing her that her "memory" of this event is entirely wrong,
and they are not sure she believes them yet.
I swear if i get a chance, i would love to laugh at life itself. hey it's 2 in the morning, gimmie a break if i don't make sense!!
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| OH watch me make an apple pie. just watch me do it!
Man i wanna go to a boarding school in england. I think Beneden is
pretty cool. Or just pop back to San Francisco and have a somewhat
normal life again. HAHAH i love FMA sooo much!!! <3 it's soo
addicting.
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| HAH one sided story always amuses me. It's only about how people should
all only care about her feelings. what about the other people around
her? hmmm. lets see. to have said that it wouldn't have ever happened
because of what we shared together.. but NOPE trust was lost there. My
promise was thrown to the ground, stepped on, and thrown away. It
meant NOTHING to you, what i said. If it did, this wouldn't have
happened. You never trusted me again and treated me as what people call
a "friend". We drifted apart. you went your own way and i went on a
seperate road. Your forehead labeled "i don't give a shit about you"
well then what am i supposed to think. That you do? Was i supposed to
look into your inner feelings when you don't even talk to me? I have no
explainations for you. People actually had better thoughts about you
and your personality, but i suppose they're wrong. Life is harsh and
complicated. Don't be so self centered as to think you're the only one
who's hurt and that the world is revolving around you and only you.
Other people have feelings too. Leaving a friend for soo long and
moving on means that you don't like them anymore. So i suppose it means
that you're out of their lives. It wasn't an "omfg i wanna ruin her
farking life cause im farking evil" its more like "i should tell her
since she was once awfully close to me". Revenge is always lurking in
your mind isn't it. "Revenge is best served cold my friend" HAH. Sorry
konnichiwa, but i thought wrong, and so did you. I guess i knew her
better afterall. Ah life, i've screwed it up again and again. But
owell, guess since she took it that way, there's no turning back. The only way is to be rational huh? I
guess it's because we were once that close, that's why it hit so hard.
From love to hate. oh dear. lol. you didn't know how hard it was for me to say sorry huh.
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